by now most of you know i am not normal i have to be diffrent in everything. i have a long list of promblems, like dislexia dispraxia bipolor urlings list could go on. people asume just becouse i have this problems that afect me on a daly basice, that they deed to rap me in coton wool so to speeek.
they  dont treat me like evey won else, they basacly treat me like i dont have a mind of my own and i wont a cheve things. there have been people that  dident belive i could finish school get qualafications or  do enthing becouse of my difficaltys. just becouse i have a difacaltys dosent mean  people have to treat me like  im less than a human being.

i dont see why i or eny won else should have to be treated diffrently and singeld out. i feel becosee of my problems i just have to work ten time harder to get what i want than other people who dont have my problems. it tock me a long time to relise that i could litraly do enthing if i but my mide to it. i was apresed so much when i was a kid i started to belive people at school who said i could do enthing. you have to look at your problems as somthing that will help you get some were in life dont see it as a hedrenss.
what i  am trying to say is dont let eny won stop u living your dreams dont let people treat u diffrently to other u have the same rights as evey won elase and just becouse you have problems donts mean your not going to get eny were.
it all about ditrmination and hard work and you relly can acheve enthing dispit your promlems never ever stop beliving.
i came out of school with 5 qualifiations. and now im at colige doing art. dont get me wrong evey day is a constent struggle for me but i never give up and i just keep trying.

and to those  people out there who want me to give up and amdmit defeet
it never going to happen im going to keep fighting my problems and get to the top just you wait and see

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why is it that society is so intolerent to eny won who is diffrent or dont fit in to the catogrory of been normal. just cos your trans or gay dosent mean that you should be treted difrantly. just cose i like  the same sex as me dosent mean that i am eny difrant from eny won else i allays get ask haw do you no your lesbian u never been with a guy what that got to do with it eny ? what if i started to say how do u no your straight you never been with the same sex it radicules and stupid . i hate people that say aww you grow out of it it a phace. i think some people need to tack a hard look at them self and relice that love is love no matter who it with. when i came out i was all preberd for the out and out hate like calling me names and and been horried butb i wasent preberd for some won saying yer i acsept u for who u are but i still think it a phace you grow out off it. haw can u say u fine with be but then contradict what you just said i dont get it it make me so cross and up set. i olos dont get why us gays should have to have a own marrige law it like your treating us as diffrent and singaling us out why cant we just get married like every won else. i no people say there is a lot more tolerence now a days but is there and i dont think that exseptence as got that much better we still have a long way to go.

oh and a littel messige to all my haters i am pround of who i am i dont give a dam who nose
you hters will allway be hater and you all can go and fucking get lost becouse your not going to keep me down

evey won out there who is struggleing out there who in the lgbt comunaty we justy have to keep strong and stand up for what we belive in and not hide are inner unicorns and be out and proud
and to the peoople in rusher who are in a comunatey i relly feel for u and it sadens my haert keep strong

i am a lesbian and i am out and pround are u shows those hater and bigots that there not going to win

somthing amazing has happend to me resantly. i fell in love, i mean relly fell in i have never relly been in ture love. i had herd about it but never relly exsperianced it at first hand. it all happned so fast i like her as soon as i soure her face. i was over the moon when i found that she was gay like me. i know this might sound relly cheese but it relly was love a first sight and i swere we where ment for  ech other
i onastly feel like i have won the lottary. it changed every thing for me and  my pospective of life. every
 thing is better since she came in to my life. i am so happy that i am dating, i am in a relationship that feels natural and right unlike my other faild atemt of going out with some won.

i do have a point to my blog post to day i am not just going to ramble on about haw great my life is.
there are lot of down side to been gay and having a relationship  in this world we live in. i dont think it right  that we get funny looks. i dont get what people dont like about gays kissing and holing hand in puplic what wrong with it. every won allways think is so cute if a sstraght  cupple is  kissing. so why not gays?  It  tuff for gays like me who have never rellly had a propeer relationship  befor you dount  no anthing about been intermet with somewon . i allways found it fustrating haw no school teches u about thing like that. why do use gays have to be left out  when it come to teching about intamsy.