hi my name is beth  i am 18 i am looking back and thinking about all the thing that have hapend and what i have  lurnt along the way, as i have been experiancing the beweldering exsperiance of growing up.  when i was a child i thoght like most of use that we would go to school lurn about lot  cool things  and one day i  would grow up  and and have a big house with what ever i whonted and that mony grew on trees. i relise that we all have to grow up and face the fact of real live people would say to me  go to school and lurn about thing that will help you later on in life.
 but i tell you the thing i have experiance and lurt are nothing eny won has  tort me in school by a techer in fact  the only thing that i have lurt from school is haw unplesent and mean people can be. i relised some time a gow after tring hard to finish a paper for school that in my head there is no ruhime or reson for use going to school it dose not tech us thing about live or morols or enithing else for that mater. one of the best things i lurnt as a high school junior was that  there is more to live than geting a A on a paper and geting through exsam.

a lot of people have said to me that i dont think the same as other do and that i must go along with what is exspected. but i am not shore is it that  i think difrently to other or is it  them not having the corige to speek out and be them self because theire  scerd of what people will think of there fews?
in my opinion  if all you cere about is grades and exams and mony, and making your self look good then your not reall going to get eny  where in live not really and feel that your got everthing out of it. leving is about not staing inbatwin the lines it about tacing riscs and chasing your dreams. it all abou thinkg haw you what to thing not what a school tell you to think

i found this qout i think i some it up
the qout is from steve jobs 
Your time is limited, don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma, which is living the result of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of other’s opinion drowned your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition, they somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

i have aloso relised that time is so pesues and speshal that we should all enjoy it and leve in the moment and not to try and be moving on to the next thing to quick cos your never going to be in that moment again so safer it .
this are some isbaracnol quotes 
We're so busy watching out for what's just ahead of us that we don't take time to enjoy where we are.” 
― Bill Watterson
“If there's one thing I learned, it's that nobody is here forever. You have to live for the moment, each and every day . . . the here, the now.” ― Simone Elkeles, Perfect Chemistry