growing up

growing up is a very difficult thing, for a long time i refused to grow up.  At 18 i wouldn't even class my self as an adult. Something change in September when i got involved with a girl, it change me and pop me out of the lovely childish bubble i was in.  don't get me wrong acting like a child is OK.
The think that made me start acting my age, was the realisation i was in a adult relationship having sex
and yet acting all Innocent and sweet. Evey thing soon changed after that Epiphany.

i have gone from not wanting to grow up and living with my parents  till am 30.Too wearing corsets and going out to berlesc and having night on the town. it funny how thing just happen it was like a click of a finger and i felt more mature and grown up. the best was realising adulthood isn't as boring as i thought, when i was a young teen. growing up for me was won of the hardest thing i had to go through is horrid releasing what the world is rally like having so Many responsibility's. but the the biggest thing i had to lurn was adulthood is definitely  not all work and no play. the are good aspects of  adult live to. thanks to my very good friend, i have learnt so much from her and because of her.


i do have a point to my blog, i want other people to now i have grown up a lot am not that naive Little girl they all owns new, am a woman how knows her own mind.